February 2012
18 posts
I love this
Bianca lying on me watching law and order svu
And tony next to me drawing
So comfortable
So good
Today I was on the swingset
and I had an epiphany
I’m finally happy
grounded
and
balanced
best
feeling
Finally.
you're "not caring"
when you say that
it hurts more than you think
cause it reminds me
how
no one
ever
did
does
what a great
way to start of valentine’s day
fuck it
even people in relationships think it’s a shitty day
too stressful
sometimes i'm insecure
but then it’s moments like these
where everything just feels right
and i don’t think about much
i’m thankful i have someone i can be comfortable with
i hope i never
grow boobs
so you know what it’s like to never have them
1 tag
i hate it
that i’m so jealous
why
can’t
i
just
accept
myself
it's also funny when tony says
things like ‘that kid is your type’
i don’t have a type
i want to tell him he’s been what i’ve based my standards on since 8th grade
but i think that’s creepy
so i’ll let him think what he wants
either way
he’s so dreamy
i'm happier now
everything is balancing out, again
i’m really happy with tony
i don’t even think about other guys at all
i mean i’ve liked tony forever and this is basically a dream come true
sometimes it feels unreal
in a good way
in the best way
and all the happy
is drained
feeling d i s c o n n e c t e d
not the words i wanted to hear
i was being a bitch
so now i’m getting what i asked for
feels great
sometimes you make me feel
like i did when i was in eighth grade
and i hate it
i hate it more than anything in the whole world
i want to throw up whenever i think about it
and i hate that you bring it up
you’re starting to act like you DIDN’T think i was disgusting then
but you did
which is fine
but just admit it, stop trying to be nice about it it makes me feel worse
it makes it feel like i was such a...
i'm really happy right now
everything is falling into place
for the most part
now i'm moving on to my family
using people
that’s all i’m good at
i just want my dad to be proud
fuck
January 2012
34 posts
In order to be happy
Ive brought so many people down
And didn’t even care
I am
Selfish
Moving
Forward
this weekend
with tony
was perfect
waking up to tony
the boy of my dreams
i cant explain the feeling
perfect
I never thought the day would come
Where I said
It’s time to grow up
But I guess
It’s time
I've never felt like this before
But I never want to feel like it again
I don’t like it
Fuck
No sympathy
You get what you pay for
Everything I do has consequences
So I’ll take them
Don't
Cry
Fuck
omfg so bipolar right now
agh why am i so bitchy
bitchy bitchy bitchy
why am i so bitchy
(spongebob voice)
tybg
he makes me all melty
yay yay yay
four days
it’s weird cause we’ve known each other forever
but never talked face to face
which makes me more nervous
but excited at the same time
i hope i don’t disappoint you
please
be as happy as i am
please don't
take
my sunshine
away
i am also worried
you’ll grow tired of me fast
i can be boring
and predictable
and you’ll be bored
like everyone else
i hope this is different
am i really
am i really changing
you say i act different
i don’t see it
but no one ever knows when they are changing
i don’t mean to neglect everyone
i’m overwhelmed
i shouldn’t let it get so bad
i’m sorry
but i’m so happy
so i’ll keep changing
relaxing
on skype
tony playing guitar
6 days til i see him
things to look forward to
I am
Happy
:)
you think I lied
maybe you should stop thinking like that
I didn’t fucking lie to you, okay
I couldn’t fake that happiness
but it wasn’t meant to be
we were too different
we had different morals
it’s not because of anyone else
and it’s nothing you did
we just weren’t meant to be
I’m sorry
But
don’t be so spiteful
shit happens
I didn’t force you to...
I don't know what to get you for your birthday
I feel weird
I always get people good presents
but it’s harder cause I feel like it has to be perfect
I’ll buy your ticket to Disney but that won’t be for a while
so for now I’m getting you a gift that will (hopefully) make you laugh
I like you a lot
You’re cute and you make funny faces with me
So simple
Just what I wanted
I’m happy
Anonymous asked: I love you.
agh I am so happy
we are dating
but he’s waiting to ask til I see him in person
so cute
agh
how did I get so lucky
^.^
wat
were you talking to me or your cat
i don’t
what
what
what
i hate boys
ugh
i'm scared
what if you don’t want to date me
i don’t want you to be embarrassed of me
i need to stop
overthinking
and
eat
this
mac
and when you compliment me i melt, it’s unreal
i've never been so happy
and i want this to last
i just want to be happy with you
please don’t be using me
please don’t be
please don’t
please
omgomgomg
called
me
gorgeous
i'm scared you only like me
cause like
I’m always here and stuff
we have things in common and I make you laugh
but I feel like I have nothing to offer you
and I feel really stupid sometimes
You’re so smart
and me
not so much
oh well I really like you a lot and I hope this works out
i wonder if you wanna date me
time will tell
you guys are gonna expect
sexual things on here or something
sowwies it’s just me complaining
behappyhenry:
having kissed all of your
impossibly beautiful cells,
having roamed the soft countries
of your body and declared a peaceful
coexistence between lips and
sweat and turned off the last light—
i tell you that i am
in love with you, and i say it without
laughing afterwards, without being embarrassed
that i have felt anything at all. the corner of
your mouth lifts like a...
look i ain't never had a dream in my life
because a dream is what you wanna do but still haven’t pursued
i knew what i wanted and i did it til i was done
things are balanced
stay
good
i can’t wait two months
say anything
release
album meow
you make me laugh
i make you laugh
i wonder what you think of me
hmmm
so far i like where this is going
but no rush cause i like you and i don’t wanna mess things up